31 March, 2025

I will not lie to myself,

 

"Woe has settled in my misty heart. 
Why am I known as a charlatan? 
Why am I known as a brawler?
 I’m not a villain. 
I haven’t robbed anyone in the forest. 
I haven’t shot wretches in dungeons.
I’m merely a street rake Smiling at 
passing faces. I’m a mischievous 
Moscow playboy. In Tver, every 
neighborhood dog Recognizes my 
breezy gait In the backstreets. 
Every bedraggled horse Nods its 
head to greet me. I’m a good friend 
to the animals, Healing them with 
my verses. My top hat is not to 
impress the women. 
My heart can’t bear meaningless
 passion. It makes it easier, soothing 
my sadness, To give gold oats to a mare. 
I have no friends among people. I’m 
loyal to a different kingdom. I’m ready 
to put my best tie On the neck of any 
local hound. Now I won’t hurt any 
longer. Swamp is drained in my murky 
heart. This is why I’m known as a charlatan. 
This is why I’m known as a brawler."
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Sergei Yesenin

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